Secret #1 hurting has been there since day1

My parents were divorced when i was 2.

I've never known it any other way.

I've always lived with my mom

and my dad lives about a half hour away.

I have one brother who is two years older than me.

we'll call him NERDKING. i'd say it sums him up.

Ive never been close with my dad. or my mom.

alot of girl's say that their mom is their best friend.

not me. we've just never been like that sadly.

I dont feel to share the other secret that also ruined my childhood.

I was teased alot. always embarrassed and had surgery.

and now its over. thats all you need to know.

My Dad was married about a year after the divorce

now i have two half sisters.

My mom was married 3 years after the divorce.

My stepdad has 3 boys.

so 3 stepbrothers for me. yay.

one of them died when he was 5.

i never met him. wish i did.

the other two are married and Ive never been able to relate to.

My stepmom and my stepdad both have tempers.

not a fun thing to grow up with at all.

thats all for tonight. Night.