This is HELLO KITTY. HK are her real initials.
she was my best friend. best to the extreme.
we were those friends,
that didnt care what others thought.
that crazy two that were always together.
the ones you were almost jealous of their friendship
i’ll never have another friend like you.
we met in 5th grade. we were friends
till about my junior year in high school.
we were known for our endless list of inside jokes.
and our 1400 pictures. we took pictures all the time.
that was all we did. we took pictures of
every moment. every face. every where.
including in the bathtub.... haha.
and some other odd places for sure
i always put more into the friendship than her.
she got into things that weren’t so good.
I found out about the drugs, drinking, sex, and more.
(recently i found out that she even dropped out of HS)
shes also pregnant now..
it wasnt my best friend.
we had never gotten in to a fight.
so i didnt want to confront her.
so we just slowly stopped talking....
we went to different schools..
we just kind of ended.
she let me down. she didnt use to be like that.
i dont know why that hurt so much.
but it did. i lost my best friend.
if you’ve been through that its hard to heal.
ive gotten to the point where im ok.
i can look back on the memories and smile.
its been hard.
but she’ll always have a special place in my heart.
i’ll never find another best friend that compares to you.
one of the things that hurt the most
was hearing other people talk.
i didnt think it was you.
but i guess i was wrong.
the things piled up. and i realized they had to be true.
after a long time. we hadnt talked in ages.
i sent her a message over facebook. and she confirmed it.
she let me down. i wonder if she know that...
i miss you.
the girl you used to be.
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