he was the first boy i really really liked.
all the other boy's before him were just little crushes.
and then with him... there was that spark.
have you heard that song the first cut is the deepest? its true.
and when he went away. he really hurt me..
we still talked. got closer. shared secrets.
even though he kept hurting me, i was drawn to him.
i remember telling him one day
your either the best thing for me
(when he would make me smile, and make me happy)
or the worst thing for me
(cause he just kept hurting me over and over again)
he really is sorry for hurting me.
im over it now.
i was missing him for two years.
in 2 1/2 years he hurt me so many times.
tryed to count once.
i got to 25 times and lost count.
i can look back on it now. and look back at the good times we had.
one night. he told me he loved me.
i was so happy..
he didnt mean it though.
he was scared of commitment,
now he has a girl that has changed him for the better.
im glad im over you.
i'll never forget you though.
im crazy i know, i thought u were special.
i do love you. not like i thought i did.
you'll always be one of my best friends
no regerts <3
thankyou.
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